After all the distractions, detours, and discouragements, Christian finally comes to the place he has been longing for since leaving the City of Destruction, the Wicket Gate.

There are days when I feel convicted and couldn’t tell you exactly why.

Nothing dramatic has happened. I haven’t crashed and burned in some obvious way. There’s no single conversation I can point to and say, “That’s where it went wrong.” And yet there’s this quiet weight in my heart; like the Lord has gently put His hand on something and said, “This isn’t right,” and I’m squinting at my own life trying to see what He sees, and not quite managing it.

Winter is officially here.

I wouldn’t say we’ve had a storm yet, but we’ve already had enough whiteout conditions and blowing snow for me. The schools have been cancelled a few days, and we even had to cancel our Prayer/Bible study meeting this past Thursday because the weather made it a bad idea for anyone to be on the roads.

That’s always a strange feeling, skipping a meeting not because of schedule or sickness, but because the Island has decided to remind us who’s really in charge of travel.

This was originally going to be a few brief thoughts for a Sunday morning meeting, but I didn’t want to lose them to a notebook margin or a half-remembered outline.

I was enjoying Luke 7 this morning. It’s a chapter that feels both strong and tender at the same time, one of those places in Scripture where the Lord Jesus is presented with a clarity that quietly steadies the heart.

Somewhere under a stack of books, loose notes, and old computer parts, I own a desk. I haven’t seen much of it lately, but I’m fairly sure it’s still there.

Most of my day-to-day work happens at the desk in my bedroom where my desktop and TV live, while the so-called “office” has slowly turned into a storage room with aspirations. Over time it became the place where I put things “for now,” which, as it turns out, is a very effective way to lose them for a year or two. This week I will be trying to undo some of that.

As Christian continues his journey it doesn’t take long for another voice to offer “better” advice. A man called Mr. Worldly Wiseman appears with a more comfortable, respectable alternative to the hard road Christian has begun to walk.

Lately I’ve found my mind drifting toward something a little farther down the road the possibility of holding a day’s meeting at the O’Leary Gospel Hall, maybe late summer or early fall next year. August or September seems like a good window. Thinking about 6 months out from our Winter Weekend Events.

This isn’t anything official, just something that’s been on my heart. I’m not trying to push anything on anyone, but I’ve felt more and more that a focused day of ministry, on subjects that genuinely strengthen the believers, could do a lot of good. We’re blessed with solid teaching throughout the year, but sometimes a concentrated effort around one theme helps us reset, anchor ourselves, and think clearly as an assembly.

Most Sundays in O’Leary follow a familiar rhythm: get ready, get picked up, head to the hall, and gather with the Lord’s people. This one started the same way. My brother, his wife, and their son pulled into the lane, I climbed in, and off we went to the Gospel Hall like we do most weeks.

But by the end of the day, it had turned into something a little different, part ordinary Sunday, part special ministry, part very personal Gospel meeting.

Today marks three years since Emily passed. It still feels strange to write that down… three years. The calendar insists on calling it distance, but grief doesn’t really move in straight lines or neat increments. Some days it feels like a lifetime ago. Other days it feels like I’m right back in the moment everything changed, the air turning thin, the world narrowing to a single point.

This month brought something a little different than my usual routines: two new issues of RED: The Island Story Book arrived, the regular Volume 39 and the Special Christmas Edition. Seeing them show up in the mail is always a highlight for me, but this time was especially meaningful because I had writing included in both.